12/16/2011

This is Really Goodbye

Where did you go, the you who just passed me by and left?
Are you doing fine, at a place without me by your side?
Hoping you’ll come back, the times I’ve waited for you
I’ll let it go now, I’ll forget you now

The beautiful times we had, they’re all memories now
The tears I shed when I missed you like crazy
Hoping you’ll come back, time stood stagnant
I’ll let you go and leave now, goodbye

Couldn’t you find it, the road that leads back to me?
Should I wait a little while more, should I wait here a little longer?
Hoping you’ll come back, I waited all this while
I’ll let it go now, I’ll end it for real

My love for you that I held on so tightly, is slowly dissipating
The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing
Hoping you’ll come back, time has stood stagnant
I should erase it all now, for real

My love, it ends right here, this never-ending yearning
Stuck in my throat, I couldn’t say it
Those heartbreaking words of parting
All my beautiful memories of you, it’s leaving me right now

Like falling tears, my love is slowly dissipating
The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing
Hoping you’ll come back, time stood stagnant
I should erase it now, for real

Should erase it now,
I should forget you now, goodbye

10/11/2011

Thanks Steve Jobs. You are INSPIRATION for my design and life.

"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
" STEVE JOBS '

No words can express how I figure we design mentor "Steve Jobs" was gone. I can express thanks, thanks for steve has been an inspiration in my design. Thanks for all the incredible changes in this world he had made :D


Yeayy, Tidak ada Sosok Steve Jobs Luar biasa, begitu gempar dunia karena steve telah tiada, namun manfaat perubahan yang telah dibuat dan kita rasakan masih ada, bahkan motivasi dan semangat yang telah dia buat menjadi bagian bagi setiap orang yang percaya bahwa hal yang tidak mungkin, menjadi mungkin dan nyata ..

Tidak pernah puas untuk membuat segala perubahan yang luar biasa , itulah sosok steve. Sempat juga, saat dia mengundurkan diri dari jabatan ceo steve, saya sungguh ingin untuk melamar bekerja dan bimbingan dari dia. Kagum dengan karya yang telah dia buat, itulah mengapa saya begitu mengaggumi sosok steve. Setiap membaca dan mengingat motivasi yang dia buat di pidatonya di bahwa kita jangan menyiakan waktu kita dan ikutilah kata hatimu, saya tergerak untuk terus melangkah walau ada berbagai cibiran diluar sana. Seperti di pidatonya ‘ Stay Hungry , Stay Foolish . Merasa laparlah akan ilmu dan terus berusaha untuk belajar. Merasa bodoh berusahalah untuk belajar memperbaiki diri, dengan istilah jangan berhenti untuk belajar.

Thanks a lot Steve . The worlds really miss you.

10/09/2011

I'll be there Industrial Ligh and Magic

Oh God... I want to work there.
i'll be there Industrial Light & Magic




10/03/2011

Love is..

I’m walking around
Why am i so exited
I keep looking at the mirror, touching my hair
I’m a bit weird

My bust days feel just like a picnic
When you hold me
I forget everything for a moment
I feel like I’m in a different world
Your bright personality and the way you speak
You’re very special

With you it’s alright
You make me laugh
Even my wounded heart
Smiles when I look at you

And I do the same as you
I smile just like you do
I also want to be
the person that you like

Sometimes it scares me
I’m afraid to hurt you like I am
I fell a bit awkward and i lack a lot of things but
Please wait for me

My childish thoughts, and my frustrated heart
I’ll try and match them to you

With you it’s alright
You make me laugh
Even my wounded heart
Smiles when I look at you

And I do the same as you
I smile just like you do
I also want to be
the person that you like

Seems like my tears are coming
I think think I can understand this love
My heart goes faster then my legs
I’m getting closer to you

Just wait for me a bit more, just a bit more
With every little step
I become a good person

>>> 4men . oh my lady <<<
i loved..

9/24/2011

Essay.Essay

Hi dear..

mumpung lagi cuti bersama kelas (apanya cuti ??! ), karena ada event di Bojonegoro. Jadi berhubung aku lagi nganguur dirumah dan sakit pula ==. ya sudah posting aja..

Kemarin tanggal 21 september , gue dapet juara lagi blog, hahha. Iyaa,iyaa itu juara Essay koq yang di adain Honda .

Juara II sih, tapi ndak nyangka juga, karna ngerjakan itu sambil ngerjakan paper yang segudang. !! judul essay ku “ Mengedepankan Kurikulum Technopreneur dalam Panggilan Zaman”.

Thx Jesus and thx Honda..

Pingin banget blog ada kuriklulum itu juga di sekolah, udah zamannya kalo teknologi itu didepankan dan berhubung saya pecinta teknologi design. Kapan gitu pemerintah adain kurikulum kaya gitu, Setauku dulu sih ada, katanya kurikulum entrepreneur dimasukan dalam kurikulum SMA tapi mana coba ndak ada sama sekali. Lagi lagi hanya sebuah rencana. Bosaan sangat bosan kalau negeri kita ini hanya merencanakan, bisa aja jadi tapi tengah jalan enggak diteruskan. Emosi......

Oiyaa, berhubung enggak ngasih tau orang tua aku ngikutin apa, aku bilang juara II miss tercantik. Ekekeke. Bodoh amat kan, salah sendiri di sertifikatnya enggak ada keterangan juara apa !! tapi akhirnya ngasih tau juga..



8/22/2011

You're Cute

always telling me to love only
holding my hand so ever gently
that expression of you're is so lovable
like a kid who is put on he edge
you tell me your will never love another
and hug me whenever you can

however, is our love has died down
and if i tell you i don't want to see you again
every day you should ask me what was wrong

but hearing me say the words . " i missed you ", to you
you say ' sorry' and should look away
even thought you annoy me . i can't hate you
you arejust so cute

i simple love you . my heart just keeps beating for you
i wish to hold on to this moment longer
even tonight i find you so lovable , seriously
like a fool , i can't sleep

saying you'll cook only for me
asking me what my favorite its dish is
even thought you annoy me about it the whole day
when you hear me say . its realy good
you ask me to tell you again , sheepishly laughing
even thought you annoy me . i can't hate you
you are just so cute

would you detect my feelings with the words ' i love you ?
like a fool . i would get angry , yeah i did. yeah
whenever i see your shoulder . i would to lead on you
My heart only goes out to you.

8/21/2011

**

I life by the minute- not the week and I thrive to be all that I can be- not what I should.
This is who I am- this is how I live **

My Choice >> CHEF and DESIGN

Long time not see, blog..

Yak, lagi liburan ini dan kerjaan ku nonton, design, masak . hahahaha .Lumayan blog, bentar lagi ujian, makanya nyari sedikit hiburan.

And now aku pingin bicarain tentang ,yup cita – cita. Bingung blog yg mana yang harus saya pilih duluan..

Pertama emank aku sudah cari kuliah Design guys, 2 university yang aku tuju. Tapi beberapa hari yg lalu , aku memutuskan u/ mewujudkan cita – cita kecil ku dulu menjadi seorang chef.

Yach.. mungkin sebagian teman2 ku kaget karena aku sering banget ngomongin design, kerjaan kalo di skul design, aku punya buku yang berisi design baju ku dari kelas 4 sd, . tapi yaa inilah keputusanku yang harus ku ambil duluan. Dulu memang iyaa banget saat keluarga menyuruh saya u/ ngambil culinary, tapi aku nggak mendengarnya, aku malah milih ke design.

Benar2 bingung ngambil keputusan itu , aku cinta design dan disisi lain saya ingin mewujudkan menjadi Executive Chef , cita2 lamaku. Menjadi seorang chef menurutku kebangaan ku, aku juga bisa membantu mengurusi hotel and restauran kuluarga ku, dan yang paling aku senang aku bisa bereksperiment dengan menu.

Culinary menurut aku itu art. Jadi aku masih bisa merasakan seni didalam memasak. Perlu kerja keras dan kemauan keras untuk mewujudkan cita2 itu.

Bicara tentang chef, dari dulu ngefans sama CHEF JUNA. Sumpahh chef juna itu keren, dia itu punya pendirian teguh dan walaupun bicaranya galak. Tap aku suka karena itu bicara secara lansung, apa yang ada dipikiran dia lansung dikeluarin. Justru menurutku itu gak munaf dan kritik dia itu membangun. Gimana masaknya dia ? tetap terbaik menurutku dan gilanya aku hapal semua tentang profil chef juna. Hahaha. Honestly , beberapa karakter yg gaya bicara chef juna, mirip banget sm diriku sendiri. Hahahaha.

Oiya blog, pas nonto Pasta korean drama.. Gilaaa mirip banget yang jadi chef itu sama chef juna. Karakter , bicaranya, hiyaa sangat sangat mirip. Aku udah nonton Pasta in love 5x, tetep ngelihatnya kaya chef juna :D

Ini ada foto perbandingan wajah


Liburan gini aku lagi nyari kuliah Culinary . Bingung banget cz aku jarang tau dimana yg bagus, yg pasti antara jakarta sama surabaya.

Kalo yg baik tetep di luar negeri blog, ya iyalah...

Aku pingin ke makanan barat kayak makanan italiano, french dll. Aku suka banget masakan barat dan yg benar hapal. Honestly, makanan indonesia gak hapal aku !!

Hahaha..

Gimana dengan design ?? yak, pasti aku tetap akan mewujudkan tp setelah aku mewujudkan cita2 yg pertama. Okee.

Keputusan yg ku ambil dan harus ke jalani. Tidak ada kata NO